DISNEYLAND

      One time, a club at school decided to plan a trip to Disneyland for only 20 dollars. I didn't really feel like going, but the VP was very persuasive and I thought it was a nice price and all, so I decided to go. I didn't want to be there alone, so I asked around to see who was going. I even asked this one girl, who I has just met a school. I mean, she seemed like a fun person to be around, might as well. Strange thing was that I liked her, I just didn't realize it.

     So, the next day, the VP drove me to Disneyland and told me to go to the other side of the front entrance, to see if anyone else was there. So, I waited near the parking lot trams. Then, I saw someone I knew, this guy from school, no biggie. But, behind him, was the girl. When I saw her, my heart just leaped, literally, but I didn't know why.

    When we got into the park, we formed a group, her, me, and her friend. The first ride we decided to go on was Indiana Jones because that line was always the longest, so we wanted to get it over with. When, we go inside the actually building for the ride, for some odd reason, I got scared. It was something that I planned or some sick joke. I just felt...scared, so I had them hold my hand (keep in mind, these people are practically strangers) and they did. The friend eventually let go, but she didn't...

    Indiana Jones was about 9 AM, at 12 PM, we were in line for Space Mountain... and, I looked down and in my arms, was the girl... At that moment, I was so happy and it was then that I realized, I liked her... and she liked me... after 15 years of miserable life, pent up emotions, fears, and dreams, I finally had someone to hold, cherish, love and just someone to be there for me... forever.

    That day was the happiest day of my life, 9 straight ours of cuddling... and then, two months later, it ended... I was obsessive, she was flirty... it was over. But, in my heart, it's still there and it hurts... to realize that there was something there, but it ended... something that was so perfect because on some level, without ever having to say anything, we felt the same way about each other... and it ended... it hurts...